Im back at home now. I dont like it there at all. I tried to explain to them(parents) why i do what i but they still dont get it. They dont want to accept the fact that its them. They blame it on everything and everyone but themselves. They are so [edited] oblivious to everything. I just gave up trying to get it through to them and just told them it was school, something they believed. They arent taking me to a therapist or anything. They just called it a little misunderstanding. They said next time they find out i cut they are going to send me away to a rehab center. Yea thats exactly what i need(sarcasim). They think they know whats best for me but they dont. I just want to go live with my friend or my sister.They know whats best for me and they would take care of me. God i hate them so much. I told them i hated them too but they said i didnt mean it. I meant every word of it. So pretty much i just have to put on that damn happy mask like everything is fine. I hate doing that. My friend knows everything that happened and im going to her house this weekened. Things are always better there and im happy there. Sorry about rambling on.
Max