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Old Nov 19, 2015, 01:00 PM
Ocean5 Ocean5 is offline
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Member Since: Jun 2014
Location: Lost
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Yes alone. I tried to do it with friends and their families in college. Figured fresh start? But too many reminders of home I never had.. Nov-December living hell. I still have memories of violence, my dad writing suicide notes, and cops.

Now each Holiday I get another reminder my mom died right after New Years.

I always plan to volunteer. But I get so messed-up.

Alone - how I deal.
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