(((dalila)))
I do know. I understand the grateful feeling you have after a phone conversation that just calms you down and lets you be.
You are dealnig with a lot of stuff. I hope you can avail yourself of all the other community support services that may help you. I am in the process of doing that too--in addition to my T. I am calling the county Mental Health Association to get the schedule for a parent support group to help me.
Take care. It sounds like you and T have a really helplful, loving and productive
relationship and that's a beautiful thing!