Cashart I'm so sorry your feeling this way. It's so hard when the loved ones around us have expectations also. I understand you wanting to spend the day in bed or on the couch, it's all I ever want to do anymore, but at least I'm not mixed so should be happy enuf about that. I know you have been having a really rough time recently & yeh your pdoc sounds like he's not really understanding the gravity of the situation. I too understand this as my pdoc often blows things off if I'm not in active crisis he thinks it's all good. Hugs to you.