I'm afraid something at work or any weird situation that big change of traumatic things happening so fast. Like if I lost my job and ik I won't, but I'm afraid saying the whole situation. Anyways I'm afraid of being forced in a messed up spot and being misunderstood and my physical and mental illness will add fuel to the fire and they treat me as a bad person so I'd have to kill myself to not be forced.

I'm afraid if a cop wrongfully chased me for nothing I would probably kill myself because I'm literally terrified of people who abuse power and people who are authority being cruel. It's happened before. No joke out instant terror I'd lose my senses to just escape anything. Bad...