disliking people and not trusting people are two separate things in my opinion.

and I can resonate with this, because I feel let down by most people, I have reason to feel this way.

However, I've realised that I now need to stop trying to want people to care about me, I realise I have to do that for myself, as I've realised that people are self-absorbed, everyone is, and people generally don't give two hoots about you, unless you get emotionally close to someone, and they might do. Maybe this isn't our fault, maybe is a nature thing where we have to take care of ourselves first in order to survive.