In Britain this is one of the few offences for which you can still be sent to Australia where you would fit right in. Just kidding. You might be fined or incarcerated or both.

Maybe you should ask your psychiatrist why it ain't helping, why you dislike it so and what happens if they don't think you are trying, or don't complete the treatment. They must encounter many people like you and could well have some useful insights. And it is free - most of us have to pay for psychiatrists services.