This is my second post and I still feel fed up of life. I am diagnosed with PTSD. I'm super lazy like most people are but the only difference is that I don't do anything about it. I feel bored and stressed with school, home life and just everyday thoughts.

I feel angry, sad and worried about my life and how its gonna turn out if I continue to over sleep, miss lessons and not study. I ain't in secondary school where I could put in little effort to pass but I'm in college which requires studying, good punctuality and attendance but every morning I feel like ***** and depressed and I just dont want to do this anymore, I don't want a sh*tty job but a good job that I enjoy, but I don't want to face reality and actually work soo hard that I feel restless everyday.



I know time will heal this wound but I don't have the time right now and won't have anymore later in life. I don't know what to do.