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Oct 21, 2004, 11:54 AM
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Member Since: Mar 2004
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 1,272
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<font color="blue">Well I should be having my appt tomorrow moring to discuss what I am going to do about meds etc. I've just been going downhill. For awhile my Remeron seemed to be working once I went up to 45mg. But it stopped working, YAY for me...  I've been crying quite abit, depressed all the time, anxiety is still up and down. I'm just tired of feeling this way... I don't know how to get myself back out again. There was a time last night that was pure stress. I finally had an appt with my psychiatrist and when i went down to tell my dad he said he could't take me because he was doing a favor for a friend and taking his son to the airport (the sun is blind) but I lost it and went upstairs and just balled my eyes out. Knowing that I have to go to this appt. This session hasn't been this important in many many years... so I know that I have to go no ifs ands or buts. But now my mom phoned and said she can take me tomorrow and then i'll just stay at her work until my dad comes to get me. So hopefully my psychiatrist didn't fill that spot, still waiting to hear back from her to confirm...  </font>
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