My kindle ate what I was writing, just hang in there.

I'm at work, dropping as much as I can writing this to you.

Unnecessary death, that's where I stand on suicide.

It doesn't matter what your method is, your the last method in the steps you're taking now. I saw you in trouble, I had to act. I do not know you so there's no understanding, fine.

You look away for one second and you could be gone, I know that. In your previous post, you showed that you care for others. There's always a way for you to take. I want to help you see that. Words, they are keeping you here. I saw you been posting elsewhere which I haven't read. Buy some time if you need to, figure it out.

Keep posting, what you may need is us, here, pc members.

I think you too need to drop everything and connect to us.

You're reaching out, I(we) here will take your hand and support you in any way we can.

ETA: if my last post sounded preaching or whatever, I apologise, pay no mind to that. That was my own **** to figure out. My name here is my real name, means strength. Means nothing to me quite frankly, I prove myself as I am, whatever I'm supposed to be. We create our own world in the way we want. We live for not how thins are, but to live the way we want it be. Enough with how I want with my life. Rational side, animal side, I believe we all have that. If I were a man alone in the wilderness, enraged crazed, going out of mind, what will I be? My rational thoughts may be another man's irrational. We all have an animal inside so we kill. I accept that now and try to live and work. Both sides are you, bring them together and you might get the strength that you need back. This is it for now. I'm still with you.