In order to stay connected, I listen to the recordings of my sessions (and swoon at the way her voice often softens) and I reread the emails she sent me.
But it's not enough so what do I do? I go on social media and look at her sons' FB pages, which always ends up hurting me. I just can't help myself. Otherwise I feel she's so far away and I crave her presence. I wish my need for her would lessen but there you go.