There is a lot of stuff going on. The stuff with my husband is the sexual abuse, and it's been going on since this summer...so maybe 5 months now. And the uglier thing is to make me less attractive to my husband and maybe he'll leave me alone. I know it's destructive thinking...which I guess makes my anxiety and urges worse. I mentioned this to my T last session, but it was the last 10 minutes of session, so we didn't really get into it further. And I don't see him again until the 3rd.

I just post to get it out of my head onto paper, and I know that others can relate.