Hey Mydarlin!!
Thank you for the courage of your wisdom, but I am afraid I'm my own worst critic here. I never gave myself a passing grade on parenting. I don't know what I hated about it the most, knowing I'd be suck *** poor at it, or knowing I shouldn't have done it in the first place and told those who wanted the baby to go to hell!!! I guess we'll never know. To me it's like being trapped in a box or cornered.......I hate that. If I'm to be locked up, let it be in prison. For me, it's the same. Only in prison you hopefully
get paroled. In parenting it goes on forever. I can't explain the bitterness I've kept so secret for so long thinking God would strike me dead if I admitted the truth!!! It would be the first time I've ever said it aloud.
If baby-boomers could go back and know what they know now, how many would actually come forward????? And be
HONEST!!!! I suspect not too many.