If it's one time I'd hope my bf doesn't look through my phone, it would be posting this. Some background on my bf: he grew up an only child and his parents divorced young and he grew up with mom. He is divorced with joint custody of two kids. From what I've heard, she treated his ex horribly with a love/hate relationship. She would take her shopping one day, call CPS on her the next. Well when I first started dating my bf she was very nice and would send him home stuff for me like food, a old purse she was getting rid of ect. Well now, she hates me. Also, she's always competing with me/us. We got new iPhones, a wk later she got one. I got in a car accident last winter and got a nice payout and a nicer car. She went out thee next day and leased a newer one. My bf also tells me that she's practically obsessed with me and his ex wife. Always asking questions and alway putting us down. I've even gotten some msgs on fb from his ex wife's mom warning me of her and their "sick relationship". Her words. I just blew her off since it was coming from his ex's side. Maybe I'll add that I've only seen her a handful of times because I refuse to be around her. She is a rather bitter and unpleasant person to be around. That's putting it very nicely. Everything i say gets shot down or I get told I'm wrong. She actually triggered a bipolar manic episode once so my bf understands that I just can't be around her.
The more I see of this or hear about it, the more I question our future and it scares me because we really are happy. But is this bound to split us up? Will it ever get better?
Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 300mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN
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