Got a phone call letting me know I would excluded from family christmasbthis year per my mother's very selfish desire to have my brothers widow to herself. Widow will be traveling cross country for the family gathering that I am excluded from. I live 4 hours away. I will be all alone for Christmas while they gather together to celebrate family love. So when I found out about their plans I went out and bought a jar of PB2 and 3 apples. Ni ate it all with many tablespoons of toasted sesame oil mixed in. Today it will be wine spritzer so. I am not even a drinker