Well I agree about taking her to the appointment and I have done so already. She thought it was more less a waste of her time because in her mind the Dr. said exactly what she was telling me. I need to suck it up and change and accept things around me the way they are. I didn't need medication before I should get along now without it as I did then. She thinks I look worse now than I did before the medication especially since she has now seen me in severe mania and depression both. In her opinion, I stay awake more and sleep more on the weekend like I did before the medication. I went for hypnosis therapy because I just desperate not to feel the way I am so that I am better for her and myself of course I thought she was explode like a nuke when I told her that I would need weekly blood tests possibly for my medication then she wanted to know what was wrong with me specifically get it listed down from the doctor. I love her and all her quirks too. I just want her to be happy.