Hi does anyone else with Bi-Polar like me every go on non-appropiate dates. Let me explain I am 42 and my next door neighbor is 19 he helped me move on thursday and I asked him if he would feel weriod kissing me and he said no. So on Friday night we went to the movies and just held hands through the movie. We never kissed but I have always liked younger guys but not that young. I will talk to my therapist about this on monday. Now I am obsessing about him. What does this mean or say about the kind of person I am? Am I that screwed up? I am so sad because now I feel like an idiot who has no control. What is wrong with me and how do I stop it? Please everyone I am begging for your input I need help on this. Tammy