Hello Crook32: I'm so sorry you're having this difficulty. I never had ECT. It was suggested at one point, but the idea scared me. So I didn't do it. I have heard other people who have had it say that it affected their memory. Whether or not you should have more is a difficult decision. I think it is really something you'll need to talk over with your pdoc. A second opinion might also not be a bad idea, if you can get it. I wish you the best with this...