I had a little one of the moments today, as far as realizing that maybe my anxiety responses are actually normal and not the result of a mental illness.

I got some more outside perspectives on the way things are being handled at my job, and so far everyone agrees that it's a disaster area in there.

Basically other staff keep using my cash register code, money goes missing, and then I get in trouble for it. Today a manager used my I.D. code and then she and another employee primarily used the register, but all under my I.D. (meaning that if the balance comes up short, I will take the blame). At the end of the shift, the manager wouldn't even let me close down my own drawer, which is odd, so I didn't even get to see how much is was short, no idea if I will be in big trouble tomorrow or not.

This has been going on since I started and was put on the registers, and my anxiety has been through the roof, causing insomnia and other issues. This whole time I've felt like I'm constantly about to launch into a "mixed episode" and have been blaming most of it on my BP.

But lately I am hearing from several neurotypicals that they would also be super stressed out in the same situation.

So maybe this time it's not just me being nuts. Maybe my feelings are normal in this situation.

Any of you ever have moments where you thought it was your BP, but turns out maybe you were just having normal reactions?