A new job I had let me go after a month of training for not being fast enough for their unrealistic expectations. This was contract work as I was working for the client which offered a lot of amenities that I was looking and thought I found my home.

I ended up going back to my part time job because I need a check to keep going - which I am glad to be back and they do know I will not be there for long. It will be 2 yrs next Feb at the part time job since I am a temp employee at a college there's no moving up, you gotta be very very lucky to be hired on full time, everything takes much longer at the District level. I have applied to my campus and others a total of 13 applications; had a few interviews in the past that sounded promising never went anywhere got turned down.

My plans got ruined again as I had plans to look for a place to move too after training thank god I didn't do anything yet! My money is almost at the goal that I need to leave yet still can't leave because "I'm not quick enough for the employer." This sucks that I might have to wait until after the holidays to find full time employment again. I am still getting employers contacting me (should have fired me long ago) and I haven't contacted them back yet not ready to just yet.

Now, I am worried about how am I gonna pay my insurance (car) next year by month with my part time job. I was building up my savings now it's gonna go up and down. I need another job that's gonna be stable not use some **** to get rid of me. I was thinking of making an appointment with the college counselors but I don't want my time wasted hearing garbage for advice tell me what's gonna be beneficial for me and doable so I can stop spinning my wheels.

Money has to get tighter again this sucks what the hell did I do to deserve this severe punishment? I want to re-career but don't want any schooling right now. I am a single female with zero kids why can't I have the salary of 35-42k?! In the state of AZ, that is considered good if you have no kids. It's doable and they are available I just need something with training to learn new skills. I am NOT going back to the city/county places for employment or any kind of training because it will be another merry go around! Why am I still waiting? People keep telling me to wait, no, lost my patience I need another full time job like now!

I have to vent this is still some ****ed up ****! I am not accepting anymore part time jobs! Not fair to see previous temp workers I used to work still at their ft jobs none of them haven't come back to their pt jobs yet I am stuck again!