Thank you. I feel like this is my last major hurdle in terms of healing and recovery. I have faced some terrifying stuff in past years, but with relative ease because I would just disassociate through it. But for some reason standing up for myself in any situation terrifies me to the core. I instantly feel like I'm 10 years old all over again and that something horrific is going to happen to me. There are plenty of examples from my childhood that probably caused this, but it would just be triggers everywhere up in here to go into it. But I just feel like I've got to do this, like it really matters, even if it's just over a part-time job.