School was really traumatic for me. I went to a lot of different schools because of moving and bullying, and it was really hard starting schools not knowing anyone. One of the times I moved when I was 14, i didn't know anyone and it was so scary starting a new school, I had social anxiety so was too shy to interact with anyone (and I'd been bullied at previous schools which made me confidence even worse). I didn't make any friends in the 2 years I spent at that school, and I would get panic attacks at school. It was horrible being on my own all the time, until it got to the point where I refused to go back to school and I started SH'ing. A lot of the people at that school were really horrible to me. When I would join people at lunch they would talk about me and say they hated me tagging along with them, they would leave me out and ask me why I was following them. They would whisper about me while I was there and laugh about me. It got to the point where I had to spend lunchtimes either walking around school on my own or sitting in a toilet cubicle. I now left school over 5 years ago, but it still upsets me, so I messaged a couple of the people on Facebook. I just thought I needed to let them know what they put me through and I was hoping they would have grown up and apologised. But no, this girl replied saying how ridiculous I was and need to move on, and called me an "ugly idiot". It seems unfair how I'm still suffering but she's getting on with her life, not even showing any remorse.