Some here know that I work part-time. Don't bring in much; barely pays the rent, utilities, car, and food. Well, the car is gone. Not fixing it, there's nothing to fix it with. So, I cannot make the 34 mile round trip to work! Okay, that's reality.

The car died Wednesday. Yesterday, Saturday, I had an interview for p-t work and I can walk there. If it's sub-zero or raining hard, I can hop a bus if need be. I should know about the job tomorrow or Tuesday.

I will have to let go of the car. Can't fix it but I still owe on it...another dilemma to face. I'm not giving up yet. I'm calm, upset, and determined all in the same breath. Don't know what to do exactly.

I think sometimes when it's all too much and there's no other way out, I just have to let it all go! The only way to look is up...when you get flattened!

Cat