So I am, as my counselor says it, in a manic state. I kind of believe her, but at the same time I want to say screw Bipolar and be free! I have been taking my meds but they don't do anything anymore. I think my body has rejected them. I am also smoking weed (my pdoc knows and doesn't care) to try and combat this mania because it usually calms me down for a week. Now the weed effect only lasts a day and then the mania is back. I am spending money left and right, not sleeping at night etc. and I don't know what to do. I think this mania is going to be a crazzzzzyyyyy ride and I am scared. I know it is going to be huge. What are some things I can do????