R.I.P. majestic ocean friend.

This big empty cardboard coffin came through my work today, wrote big R.I.P on the box, put it on a display. I hugged it, danced with it, and I had to dispose the box myself. The label saids it was for DISMEMEBERING SHOW! Someone told me that there was a huge crowd for the show, when the fishmonger asked for who wants the head for free? There were no takers. We eat the head, supposedly the best part of a tuna fish. I've talked with these fish guys and meat guys, they are alright.

Rows of packed meat and fish, a native tribe somewhere that is untouched by the modern world, not quite completely of course, I just have sadness inside making me see everything in that light. Everything I see in this room makes me think of as a result of exploitation of natural resources, the damaged we caused and can never give back till we're gone.

There was another thing from yesterday. I got to remember this, I need to talk to or read something about blind man/woman, and learn how they perceive the world around them.

REVERSE ENGINEERING!!

Sorry I was just thinking about something. a-ha moment.

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So looks like my writing was cached by this old chrome browser..
I just came back to write what happened yesterday or the day before. I was crying for a good reason in front of someone I've never talked with. I already written about my tuna friend, didn't I?

Typical me? Yes, whatever happens, that's normal, slight course adjustments has been attempted every day. I sometimes feel that I'd been brain washed with bad ideas on things through out my life, look where we are!! No worries i'm fine.

Tomorrow's my day off, can't wait. Too tired to plan anything for the day though.

Tv, could be a mind altering device, and I don't own it, scars me a little. .. Subliminal message? What's that got to do with American Idol?? ....mmm....Now I see!