Hello...I'm 20 years old and I'm not sure if I have DID or not...I do know I have depersonlization and derelization...

I haven't seen a doctor for it but based on the way I feel and what I've read I believe I have it

I've had DP and DR since I was a little girl

But that's not what I'm asking...what I want to know is if this sounds like DID,

I feel as though i'm two people, since I was a young I always heard this voice in my head, it sounded just like me but wasn't she doesn't have a name...she just tells me what to do all the time..
Telling me when to sleep,and when to eat and what to say...she threatens to take over my body if I don't or kill my family

I'm scared to go to sleep I'm scared she may take over my body

I believe this has happen before when I was in school people would say that I would say strange things to them...send them strange emails...

Sometimes I remember things in a dream like state...wondering if it really happen or if I just dreamt it..

It hasn't happen in a few years now(not that I know of anyway.)

I'm not sure if I'm just sleep walking or what...I remember one night I grabbed my phone from out the other room and headed back to my room I remember her voice telling me just a little bit further you can make it etc...

The next day the phone wasn't in my room

Sorry I know I'm not making much sense I'm just trying to put this all together


I can't see a doctor right now, I don't have any money and can't find a job

I live with my grandmother at the moment....I've tried to speak to her about this ask her if she noticed me switching or acting like a different person

She refuses to believe in DID, I don't have any friends so please don't suggest that

I've been to a lot of websites who only read half my post then give advice even though I say I have no money friends etc