i broke down to my mom last night.... i told her everything.. told ive never really been happy withmy life.... i said i knows theres been good times i just cant remeber them anymore.. all i remeber is the bad and negetive.... she said she will do anything she can to help me feel better... she said she will go to support group with me and w/e else i wanted.. we had a long talk last night...... i talked to my b/f to about how ive been feeling.. i told him i was alomst to the point to put myself in a hosptial....