HI Jessica,

I'm right there with you. I just lost my Dad in May to a massive heart attack after some surgery he had. I had a doctor's visit tonight and the office is right near the hospital where he was. As I passed it, the tears just started rolling and I let them. By the time I walked into the office I was ok. I have moments like that all the time but I know it is normal and part of the grieving process. Right now I am still very sad but I know some day I will be able to remember all the happy times and not just that he's gone. I also know that he was a good person and is in a good place and I will see him again some day when I get there. I'm crying as I write this. I know how hard it is but be gentle with yourself and know that there are others with you and understand how you feel. Take good care of yourself. Dee