I'm new here. Found it while I was looking some stuff up online. Not sure why I'm even posting this because it will probably end up being a waste of my time. I'm just trying to find a way to make pain and feelings away. Find a way to make the feeling of being nothing and not good enough go away. I have anxiety, and pretty bad. Its not being treated because I don't like taking medication. I don't talk to people because I don't trust anyone. I'm beginning to think I have depression, too. Especially with the things flying through my mind tonight....