Thanks for the replies! I feel a bit better now, but yesterday I was angry and sad for no reason.

rcat: I write fantasy stories. I can't write other genres. I've tried to write a diary but I lost interest in it quickly. I still have nightmares, and I don't understand where they come from. I agreed with my mother and doctor to stop taking my medicine for a week to see if my nightmares are a side affect. But no, they seem to get worse and more scary and vivid now.