3:30 a.m. Laying here wide awake. Can't shut brain off. It's looping on really depressive thoughts, so I'd really like it to shut up already! If I take more meds, it'll be hell getting up 3 hours from now...
But, to not... will there be sleep at all?
Hate the damned if you do, damned if you don't time of night...

Think I'll opt for a bit more med. Gotta shut this brain the hell up.