I'm aware that time is flying and has sped up. It was just Christmas. I've almost been on this website a year. Nothing is happening, our life has become stagnant but yet hasn't slowed down.

There is no sense of time past. I feel like I'm rushing to my death. The years are shorter. Memories are fewer and more less. There are no roses to smell.

This makes sense but yet it don't. It's adding to the feelings of imminent doom via MI.

We know what's happening, there's nothing to do to make it stop, but watch.