My parents don't understand me and are to busy being proud of my brother and his new wife and how good there doing but i feel so alone and i have no friends that live close by that understand me. my mom thinks im lazy and not wanting to try and neither does my dad. life seems really sad to me and i have no one that is in love with me and why would anyone be? im ugly and unattractive and fat i really hate myself so much no one wants to be around someone who depressed all the time. ive started thinking bout suicide A LOT more. i feel so alone for so long . i feel like im so restricted living with my parents. im 25 years old and cant make my own decisions for my live.