I can't stop crying. I have nothing to really cry about. I've been crying on and off for weeks. Some days worse then others. Diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety when I was 6, currently 19. My therapist said I should move out of my house, get an apartment and things like that and I just talked to my parents about that. Hopefully that goes through. I just feel like a burden to my boyfriend and everyone. I hate the holidays, I feel miserable during those because nobody really cares about me and the most exciting thing is that people from Reddit are sending me gifts and cards. I have no friends I can actually go out with at night. I feel like my boyfriend is going to leave me even though he confided in very personal things with me.


I just don't know. I really don't. I feel so overwhelmed and I can't even sit in class without sobbing. Hopefully I can get through this class without crying.

I have therapy tomorrow at two and even my therapist said I should move out and all of that. I talked to my parents about how I felt but they never take me seriously.
Sorry for bothering you guys.