Hi, Pierro and all. I have a long list of physical and psychological problems and, on top of that, I just found out I'm a "ultrarapid metabolizer". This means, what few meds that work for me, don't last long. A few months ago, I made the decision to "check out". I couldn't deal with all the pain and issues anymore. I eventually changed my mind because I didn't want to leave my wife all alone. Her father died six years ago and her mother died last year. She's an only child so I'm all the family she has. But, the funny thing is, that was the only time I've been happy and content in years. I hope there's an answer for us out there but I've yet to find a doctor that has it. I've had three pain docs and have fired three pain docs for one logical reason or another. I have an appointment with a new doctor in two weeks. We'll see if he's good or not.