I came to USA 14 months ago, and my ex-girlfriend (2 years together) cheated on me 6 months ago and left me for another guy just 2 days after she broke up with she was posting stuff on social media, I was embarrassed, before that I was dealing with trying to find a job and I could only find hard work jobs like construction and fixings stuff, but after she left me I didn't have motivation and all my friends left my country to many other countries, I'm here with my parents and brothers but I'm 20 years olds and I don't have anything in my life, I tried exercising after she left me but I stopped two months ago, I can't study because I have to wait for my legal papers and finding a job is hard, sometimes I find a job every two weeks but it's only for 1 day and it's cleaning toilets or repairing things, I had so many plans in my life but I don't have friends here and my family doesn't understand how I feel, they think I'm lazy but back in my country I was working and studying but now I can't return and I don't know what to do here, I wish I'd talk to someone professional but it's so expensive and I don't have money, I stay in my room and sleep almost 15 hours a day, I know I need help but I just don't know what do to, I was normal, but this was too much for me, in 1 year everything changed, I'm going crazy, I have been playing on computer lately but after some hous I feel useless
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