Just when I think I am doing pretty good - Wam - this thing we call depression creeps right back up. It is taking all my energy to get up an go to work everyday. When not at work I do nothing - I think this is the the worst I have ever felt. I always keep busy, not now though. I even cancelled my T appointment today (something I have never done)and of course have spent the rest of today feeling guilty for cancelling I just want to snap out of this.