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(((((((((((((((((((((((((lil bit))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Please don't be so hard on yourself. Can you try and see what an accomplishment it is that you refrained from cutting for a whole year? Cutting can be such an addtictive action that I hope you try and utilize some of the other coping skills you used throughout the past year. Please try and be safe. I am here if you need someone.

BB

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Thanks so much...yeah I see that I made it such a long long way, and I'm happy that I made it that far. Right now it's just weird...like all of those old feelings have just suddenly come back and slapped me in the face and I don't know how to handle them..maybe that's why I resorted to the only thing I've ever really known to help me "handle" things that I am unsure of.