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My mom constantly puts her hand on my stomach and tells me to suck in my gut. She also tells me to only eat half of what I normally eat. I normally only eat once a day because my medicine causes weight gain. I have been losing weight. But, what really causes me to feel angry is that my ex-boyfriend acted like this with his daughter. I thought he should love his daughter unconditionally and reported him to my psychologist I met after a suicide attempt. Why would it be okay for my mom to treat me like this, but it is not okay for my ex to treat his daughter this way?
Also, the mental health workers commented on my weight when I weighed 113 lbs. They said I was not that skinny, but I was fat, even though I rarely ate food. They also said I was a stupid ***** because I wasn't eating a single meal a day.
When I eat around my mom, I feel ashamed and I go home and binge eat.
My mom also gets mean when I lose weight. She was very envious of me when I had anorexia.
Last edited by joshuas-mommy; Nov 23, 2015 at 09:10 PM.
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