Damn right! Sadie did make me grin on Sunday (wife brought her to the hospital and we had a walk around the grounds)... Just before it was time to leave and my wife's dad was due to pick them up in his car, she found the biggest and muddiest puddle she could find and dived in with a roll and everything. I graceshously relinquished her over for the ride home, heh.

A bit nervous, 2am at the moment, got my ward round at 4:30pm today and I don't know how it will go. I want out of hospital and up to now I have maintained a calm state... Mostly to wait out the penance. However, not 100% sure how 'safe' I would be once I got home right now as the deep routed feelings are still there... I just don't have the means to act upon them at present.