I'm glad to hear you' have hope. It's wonderful.

When I heard the psychiatrist say bipolar and lithium, I began wondering whether it's really possible to feel different from how I feel all the time.. Is it possible not to have those rollercoasters ? I tried to imagine and it was somewhat comforting, and then of course I thought "but I'm superrrr happy now... will that be gone too? NOOOOO THANKS"

haha..

but it'll be okay I hope.

I've booked a spontaneous trip to Amsterdam to visit a friend, I just hope I'll be fine there and will remember take my meds and not to mix it with drugs..mm