Was just diagnosed as bi-polar yesterday morning. I'm not sure how I feel about this right now. I guess a little happy that I know now, but mostly ashamed that it has probably cost me a 23 year marriage. Therapist wants me on lithium and I'm kind of enthusiastic about it I guess. I think I may be trying to jump in and start repairing the damage this has caused a little too fast. At this point my marriage is absolutely everything I have left, and after she moved out last week, I'm not sure there is much left that I can do. Unfortunately I am obsessed with it and really don't know how not to be. If anyone has any suggestions I'm all ears.