I'm sorry you are going through such a tough time. I know it must be hard to have lost your girlfriend and with social media it just rubs it in. Hang in there things can get better.

I hope you find solace in the forums. It's a great community and helps us overcome our loneliness. Keep posting, I'm sure you will make friends here to help you through this tough period. I can't imagine how hard it is to move to a new country and try to start a new life. I know it takes courage.