Reach out to people you like, make them your close friends . It is very common to lose all kinds of family and neighbors when you get older . I have lost most of mine , look for people who are kind and interesting . It hurts a lot to lose people . Forget old grudges its not worth your time . I take no pleasure in people passing even ones who were very bad . I am constantly thinking about how wonderful some one was that has passed and they deserved to stay longer than me .
Young people pass a lot of us by without a thought but there are still people out there to enjoy . Be a good friend and you will find some more people to care about for awhile . Try writing some kind letters it may help you keep up with family and restart some good stuff . People love letters from someone kindly reaching out to them .