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Originally Posted by Spaceyspace
I'm very happy that there are other people online. I think I'm ready to deal with the unmanageable aspects of this. The continuing memory loss and angry one who likes to go wild.
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I know it! Our Angry One (it's name) gets triggered by perceived injustice, especially to us or others. So we try to stay pacified and stay away from conflicts. When triggered, he explodes full of fury and is relentless to he's done, screaming and mean.
All we can do is watch in horror! Lol the mess we get to sheepishly clean up. People then look at us weird and we're trying to explain "it wasn't me(!)" that doesn't fly with anyone.
Most others are triggered to present to do their job specialty. We here can swap on request, also.
Yes, going inner diving can be scary, but should really be done with a pro. I accessed a hidden trauma memory once and it messed me up bad for days, enough to put me in the hospital. Personally, I don't want to ever go there and keep things the way they are. So sad. We can handle being multiple most of the time, but sometimes....
It's great that you can get along with your others. It sounds like you are co-conscience. We too vote on things and make joint decisions, hold powwows, and work together....most of the time. But like all families, we have rivalries and rogue alters also.
A few of us is in denial, but you can't deny all the switching that takes place. It's like changing the dial on the radio sometimes! Lol