I really liked Loxitane. My husband and mother-in-law said it made me different, but I felt productive and like things were going to be okay for the first time in years. I guess they had gotten used to me being crazy and manic that when I mellowed out it was weird. My husband keeps going back and forth regarding supporting my decision to be on meds and to be honest it's starting to piss me off. I get that he and his mom thought I was too calm/almost sedated on Loxitane, but for the first time in years I was able to think clearly. I was able to focus on one thing at a time, and I was able to slow down. If they don't get how important that is to me, then oh well. I'm tired of being this way, and I just want to feel better. I don't think that's too much to ask.

The medicine I couldn't remember was Risperidone. Does anyone have experience with that?