More so recently, I told myself that I wouldn't kill myself because it would cause problems in my family, but now I feel like I am hitting a new low. I don't see another option. I don't see another way. My friends are saying I'm being too negative but I am feeling negative and feels like the world is closing in on me and I don't know how much longer I can do this. I just really want to die and I don't care anymore. I would hope they would understand. But they won't. But how long can I continue living like this? I'm not sure anyone can help me.