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Originally Posted by Seraphine
Yeah that's a bit trickier. Maybe you should start keeping a diary after every class you have with her and try to find out what triggers you to feel like that about her, it seems kind of like your mind considers her to be prey. Once you work out what the trigger is, you can work on redirecting it healthily  |
You just described that perfectly. That kinda is how my mind looks at her, like she's prey. Lol. I look at her and I instantly start smiling because I know how I want to do this. I Want to find out all of her personal secrets, her information, how she functions, her emotional triggers, anything I can because I want leverage over her for some reason. I want to have some type of power over her without her even noticing it. And it's hard for me to figure out why.