Just saw a post called "RANT", so here is mine. I am VERY extremely angry!!! Finally get script filled, looking forward to finally get a good night of sleep, instead I reacted to yet another med that would probably help me! Fell asleep only to wake up later twitching all over, feeling like I needed to get up and move. All I wanted to do was sleep. I am sick and tired of being exhausted or dopey! Do this do that do not do this do not do that take this do not take that! I am sick of all of it, of everyone and everything! I will give the new med 1 more shot, if this twitchy crap happens again, I am going to stop taking it. I will let PDoc now, but what I really want to do is just stop everything, meds, group, T, just FTS! I ask for help with something and just get shut down. I know what they are saying is correct, but it is NOT helping me right now! Screw it all and them.
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Bipolar 1 mixed manic severe with psychotic features,
Harm OCD
TRAZADONE 150 mg,
DEPAKOTE 500 mg AM / 1000 mg PM,
SEROQUEL 12.5-25 as needed, 50-100 mg PM,
LITHIUM 150 mg PM
N-acetylcysteine (NAC) 1200 AM and PM
JR
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