I am deeply depressed (moderate to severe) and my boyfriend doesn't really know. I put a lot of energy into acting happy, mad happy even when being with him but I'm afraid to tell him. I know being with an ill person is hard but I'm scared I will pull him down with me and that he will go away find someone 'normal'. Sometimes I have no feelings at all...for nothing and for him included but I really do love him, that I know.
But do you guys think it's a reason for people to leave you ?
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